Yeah, I think I will start this again. I think it's healthy. :)

I'm resisting the urge to delete my previous post. As much as I love to see how I've grown and matured...and made sense out of things, and have stopped being stupid in some areas (hehe that never stops), I still hate to look back on it. :P
O well, I believe I will try to do this again. Maybe build up my readers :), get some good conversations going.
I have changed a lot since July. I also believe that to be an understatement. Instead of going into details that are long and boring for you my reader, I will sum it up in this song by Natalie Grant.

"Will Not Be Moved"

I have been the wayward child
I have acted out
I have questioned Sovereignty
And had my share of doubt
And though sometimes my prayers feel like
They're bouncing off the sky
The hand I hold won't let me go
And is the reason why...

[Chorus:]
I will stumble
I will fall down
But I will not be moved
I will make mistakes
I will face heartache
But I will not be moved
On Christ the Solid Rock I stand
All other ground is sinking sand
I will not be moved

Bitterness has plagued my heart
Many times before
My life has been like broken glass
And I have kept the score
Of all my shattered dreams and though it seemed
That I was far too gone
My brokenness helped me to see
It's grace I'm standing on

[Chorus]

And the chaos in my life
Has been a badge I've worn
Though I have been torn
I will not be moved

[Chorus]


More to come!